Corvus: A Life with Birds
Esther Woolfson
Counterpoint, Berkeley, CA
ISBN: 978-1-58243-477-3
$25.00, 2009, 337 pages (Hardcover)
I have a love-hate relationship with some of the birds who live in the woods behind my house. As do all creatures who are enslaved to the ground, I envy birds their capacity for flight. I love seeing them at the feeders, or in the trees, or at our local ponds and parks. But I want them at a slight distance. I don’t like the sparrows who nest in my eaves, overflowing the gutters and leaving their droppings on my front porch banisters. And I hate the woodpeckers who seem to prefer the wood siding of my house to the wood of the trees. Their noisy arrival each year has ruined my sleep on many a weekend morning.
So, it was with fascination that I read this book about a family who rescued a tiny rook, fallen from a nest in a neighboring yard and raised her to adulthood, then kept her as a beloved family pet. The rook, oddly named Chicken, a talking magpie named Spike, a baby crow named Ziki, and other birds have found a home with the Woolfson family. And, though some of their habits would turn most of us against the idea of birds as pets, Woolfson paints such an endearing portrait of Chicken that we begin to see that birds might have qualities we never noticed.
It seems that Woolfson was drawn to birds in the beginning almost against her will. She had fear of them, had no knowledge or understanding of their ways, or how to care for them. But she did her research and learned by doing. Her birds are not guests in her home, or caged. She allows them the freedom to be as much birdlike as possible under the restraints of living within the walls of a house.
She describes Chicken’s beauty: “In time Chicken developed her full adult plumage and became as she is now, beautiful, as are all crows, rooks, ravens, magpies. She is in every aspect, as they all are, in every movement, a sharp, tenebrous grace in her stillness, in her wings and feet and head. Corvids’ beaks are balanced, proportionate, burnished and striated like the metal of a Damascene sword.”
She also realizes that many people are frightened when arriving at her door to be met by a bird never seen indoors. Visitors show fear, ask many questions, and seem at ease only when the bird is taken from the room. Woolfson has researched the fear people have for wild birds. She remains understanding, and says, “I was frightened of birds, at the beginning, not simply ignorant. I remind myself that I was afraid not only of corvids but of doves too, of all birds, for I shared what now appears to me to be this near-universal apprehension, one that lies in not knowing what birds may do or wish to do, an unfamiliarity with their habits, their ability suddenly, terrifyingly, to fly. The history is too long, the fears and superstitions too deep-rooted for flippant questions.”
She may have been frightened, but she soon became enthralled, and has read many books on bird care, intelligence, evolution, song and flight. She shares this knowledge, but never in a tedious or scientific way. Her prose is always straightforward and entertaining as she teaches us all that she has learned.
Woolfson has given much thought to the ethics of keeping a wild bird inside, and keeping her flightless. She does explain, though, that having been raised in captivity, Chicken would not be able to live again in the wild. Her adoption was a trade-off: the love and care that enabled her to thrive also deprived her of her adult freedom.
She gives a great deal of thought to whether Chicken has been tamed, or remains wild. And these thoughts are with her not only when she is at home with Chicken, but also when she is out walking through town, or when she travels to seek out other birds in the wild to observe their habits. “I walk past two crows paying attention to some dropped food on a pavement. They notice me but carry on. I pass them at an appropriate distance. We co-exist and do so because we have both learnt necessary boundaries, theirs the boundaries of fear. Where does wildness begin and how far does it extend? It’s more than what they are, what we are. Wildness is a continuum. Swifts or terns or albatrosses are wild because there is no point of meeting between them and us, but for other birds, the ones who live in greater proximity to man, their wildness is other, knowing, watchful.”
The relationship that has developed between Woolfson and Chicken is possible only because Woolfson respects their differences, and tries to allow Chicken the freedom to live instinctually and remain birdlike, while welcoming her into the home and heart of a human family. Her recounting of Chicken’s fruitless attempts at nesting and laying are heartbreaking, not only because Chicken is doomed never to know the joys of motherhood, but because while nesting she is too preoccupied to be a companion to the human who loves her. When the urge to nest has subsided, Chicken returns to her usual pastimes. “Over the next few days, she returns to herself and to me. By the first evening, she has come to stand on my knee again. I look at her long, banded black feet and nails against the fabric of my jeans. Over the evening, she sinks lower, warming my knee as she does so, head under her wing. She is even more affectionate than usual, sitting very close to me, preening my hair, calling again from the bottom of the stairs. She comes to stand beside me as I work, jumping onto my foot under my desk.”
Underlying all of her thought and study is the unrelenting question she harbors of why she and Chicken have formed a bond that she would not have thought possible. “When I come back from wherever I’ve been, I unlock and open the outer door. From inside, beyond the inner door, I hear Chicken call greetings. Usually she is in the hall, or emerges from the study to greet me. If I’ve been away for a few hours or a few days, she’ll run to meet me with wings outstretched, calling with what I like to believe is pleasure and welcome.”
“She comes, sometimes, when she is called. I, on the other hand, invariably do.”
I am so happy that Woolfson has shared her singular experience with all of us.